When I was a kid, I never thought twice about how I felt about people as I suspect most kids don’t. I also didn’t question about how I saw others, then I learned very quickly to keep my mouth shut and then later as a teenager, I had slowly blocked that part of myself. It […]
At peace is as close as I can get to how I feel at this moment. Am I totally at peace, no and I won’t ever be totally at peace ever, but I am relaxed enough on this Saturday evening to say that I am at peace. What lead to this peaceful-isk feeling you ask? […]
You know, I have tried several nights in a row to try and write something, anything and I can push out a paragraph or two and then I don’t enjoy the story and so I stop. I don’t know what it is or why it’s happening, but I just can’t find a story to write […]
I am FINALLY in my new home! After a month of living out of a suitcase (and the same eight outfits) I am finally . . . still living out of the suitcase (with the same eight outfits). BUT! Now I can start changing my addresses where it is needed and look for a job […]
I have not forgotten or decided to forgo my blog. I am currently in the middle of moving cross country and so it is going to take a while before I can get any kind of routine in place again. Currently we have moved out of our apartment of five years and are staying with […]
When I wrote here last my computer smelled like it was smoking . . . which is never a good thing. So I bought a little laptop tablet, it has Windows 10 (should have spent the extra on an Android, but I’m stuck now) and so now I can write again! Woohoo! I am also […]
Currently I am stuck in the mud, on the fence, standing at a fork in the road waiting on some feedback so I know which road to take. If this big decision I am about to make only included myself, I would just pick a side/road and accept any consequences that come with it. But […]
For the last week Dan has been staying over. When I woke up for the second time last Saturday he had breakfast waiting for me, then we talked for a bit and he insisted on us going over to his place so he could grab some stuff to stay for another day or two. He […]
As we sit on my couch I prepare myself for the story I am about to tell. Breath in and out, willing myself to relax as I kept my gaze down while not focusing on anything particular. “It was all like a dream for a while. We met and I got so wrapped up in […]
Moaning as I wake up with somebody’s arm across me and holding my hand! My eyes flash open and my body freezes. A man’s voice moans. I look at the man’s hand and follow it to the body laying next to me and then the memories come flooding back along with my head pounding like […]
Chaos of Randomonium 