At peace is as close as I can get to how I feel at this moment.  Am I totally at peace, no and I won’t ever be totally at peace ever, but I am relaxed enough on this Saturday evening to say that I am at peace.  What lead to this peaceful-isk feeling you ask? […]

Just Blah

You know, I have tried several nights in a row to try and write something, anything and I can push out a paragraph or two and then I don’t enjoy the story and so I stop.  I don’t know what it is or why it’s happening, but I just can’t find a story to write […]

Late Night Confessions: Truths

So I’ve been having trouble sleeping for about six months, lately it’s gotten worse to where it feels like my body and mind don’t stop twisting and turning.  I’ve promised myself that I would start working out again . . . that was two days ago and before that it was months ago.  I am […]

Ladders and Shoots

It’s funny, not really but let’s just say it is, how I can start feeling better and then I start slipping again.  Much like the childhood game where you climb the ladders to advance, a turn or two you go down the slide and end up near the beginning of the game; again.   I […]

Sleepless Nights

Creating stories I will never divulge, the pings of raindrops a rhythm all their own. Tying myself up in sheats, tossing and turning the clock keeps pressing. Surrounded by emptiness, for which I can not ever fill alone. Whole body aches from an exhaustion unknown. Grappling for relief, dreams don’t come. Exhausted from everything. One lonely […]

Back to the Deep

I walk slowly back into the deep.  Like a dream, my mind is oblivious and my body is numb.  How I should loth this place, but it has been my home for so long that the darkness is as comforting as the old blankets at my grandmother’s home.  How I should fight this place, screaming […]