At peace is as close as I can get to how I feel at this moment. Am I totally at peace, no and I won’t ever be totally at peace ever, but I am relaxed enough on this Saturday evening to say that I am at peace. What lead to this peaceful-isk feeling you ask? […]
You know, I have tried several nights in a row to try and write something, anything and I can push out a paragraph or two and then I don’t enjoy the story and so I stop. I don’t know what it is or why it’s happening, but I just can’t find a story to write […]
So I’ve been having trouble sleeping for about six months, lately it’s gotten worse to where it feels like my body and mind don’t stop twisting and turning. I’ve promised myself that I would start working out again . . . that was two days ago and before that it was months ago. I am […]
It’s funny, not really but let’s just say it is, how I can start feeling better and then I start slipping again. Much like the childhood game where you climb the ladders to advance, a turn or two you go down the slide and end up near the beginning of the game; again. I […]
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Creating stories I will never divulge, the pings of raindrops a rhythm all their own. Tying myself up in sheats, tossing and turning the clock keeps pressing. Surrounded by emptiness, for which I can not ever fill alone. Whole body aches from an exhaustion unknown. Grappling for relief, dreams don’t come. Exhausted from everything. One lonely […]
I walk slowly back into the deep. Like a dream, my mind is oblivious and my body is numb. How I should loth this place, but it has been my home for so long that the darkness is as comforting as the old blankets at my grandmother’s home. How I should fight this place, screaming […]