A touch sensitive

When I was a kid, I never thought twice about how I felt about people as I suspect most kids don’t.  I also didn’t question about how I saw others, then I learned very quickly to keep my mouth shut and then later as a teenager, I had slowly blocked that part of myself.  It […]


At peace is as close as I can get to how I feel at this moment.  Am I totally at peace, no and I won’t ever be totally at peace ever, but I am relaxed enough on this Saturday evening to say that I am at peace.  What lead to this peaceful-isk feeling you ask? […]

Just Blah

You know, I have tried several nights in a row to try and write something, anything and I can push out a paragraph or two and then I don’t enjoy the story and so I stop.  I don’t know what it is or why it’s happening, but I just can’t find a story to write […]


I have not forgotten or decided to forgo my blog.  I am currently in the middle of moving cross country and so it is going to take a while before I can get any kind of routine in place again.  Currently we have moved out of our apartment of five years and are staying with […]


For the last week Dan has been staying over.  When I woke up for the second time last Saturday he had breakfast waiting for me, then we talked for a bit and he insisted on us going over to his place so he could grab some stuff to stay for another day or two.  He […]

Fighting Demons

As we sit on my couch I prepare myself for the story I am about to tell.  Breath in and out, willing myself to relax as I kept my gaze down while not focusing on anything particular.  “It was all like a dream for a while.  We met and I got so wrapped up in […]

Morning After

Moaning as I wake up with somebody’s arm across me and holding my hand!  My eyes flash open and my body freezes.  A man’s voice moans.  I look at the man’s hand and follow it to the body laying next to me and then the memories come flooding back along with my head pounding like […]