A touch sensitive

When I was a kid, I never thought twice about how I felt about people as I suspect most kids don’t.  I also didn’t question about how I saw others, then I learned very quickly to keep my mouth shut and then later as a teenager, I had slowly blocked that part of myself.  It […]

Hi!

I have not forgotten or decided to forgo my blog.  I am currently in the middle of moving cross country and so it is going to take a while before I can get any kind of routine in place again.  Currently we have moved out of our apartment of five years and are staying with […]

I’m Back!

When I wrote here last my computer smelled like it was smoking . . . which is never a good thing.  So I bought a little laptop tablet, it has Windows 10 (should have spent the extra on an Android, but I’m stuck now) and so now I can write again!  Woohoo!  I am also […]

This or That

Currently I am stuck in the mud, on the fence, standing at a fork in the road waiting on some feedback so I know which road to take.  If this big decision I am about to make only included myself, I would just pick a side/road and accept any consequences that come with it.  But […]

Fighting Demons

As we sit on my couch I prepare myself for the story I am about to tell.  Breath in and out, willing myself to relax as I kept my gaze down while not focusing on anything particular.  “It was all like a dream for a while.  We met and I got so wrapped up in […]

Morning After

Moaning as I wake up with somebody’s arm across me and holding my hand!  My eyes flash open and my body freezes.  A man’s voice moans.  I look at the man’s hand and follow it to the body laying next to me and then the memories come flooding back along with my head pounding like […]

Tipsy Turvy

After dinner, dessert and finishing the wine in the livingroom we headed for bed.  Dan took his shower while I put on my pajamas.  As I was relaxing in bed I started drifting off within my dreams of making my art my income.  Creating paintings that would sell and me living a comfortable life.  “Hay […]